Wednesday, October 30, 2013

What is your gift?

What is it? No really, I am sure you have been asked before but take a moment and let yourself enjoy thinking about one of your strengths. Be proud of it, get excited about it.  Is it organization, public speaking, cleaning, playing with children, listening, making people laugh.  The list could go on forever. Mine is encouragement.  I am certain that for this phase of my life I am to encourage others.

Last weekend at church Pastor Jeff preached on encouragement.  I loved every minute of it.  Everything he said rang true for me.  The actions he suggested we take to encourage others sounded easy and exciting to me.  It was when he described another pastor as a born encourager that I suddenly had clarity. 

I am starting to recognize the way God speaks to me much more quickly.  It's as if all the noise in my mind gets quiet and my mind feels clear, wide open. 

At that moment in Pastor Jeff's message, God told me I am an encourager.  Now, to be honest this is not a new concept for me.  I have been told this before. It plays hand in hand with my optimism.  But there have been many times that I have played down this gift.  I would tell myself, "Well that just comes too easy for you. You always see the bright side. Don't push that on other people. You want to encourage people because it's so easy for you. You get too much enjoyment out of that, God must have something harder He needs you to do."  As I sat listening to Pastor Jeff Saturday night though, I had a brand new perspective revealed to me.  Encouraging others is a gift God has equipped me with.  Just because I enjoy encouraging and it comes naturally to me doesn't mean it is something I just like to do. God equipped me that way.  He wants me to use that gift as often as possible.   He is calling me to drawl others to Him by encouraging them.  I cannot express to you how excited I felt as I soaked in this realization. I feel so energized by this new perspective.

It wasn't long before I made the connection between encouraging others and the event I mentioned in my first post. The opportunity to organize an event that would encourage a large group of young women, is beyond exciting for me to daydream about.  I am excited to jump in.

Join me in this new way of thinking.  What is your gift? The one God equipped you with that comes naturally and that you enjoy.  If it doesn't immediately pop into your mind pray about it. God will reveal it!  Enjoy the ideas that come into your mind of how you may be able to use that gift for the glory of God. 

Now one more thing, post it. I would love to see a whole list of gifts in the comments.  No explanation needed.  Step out in faith and allow me to celebrate with you, the gifts God has given each of us.

Friday, October 18, 2013

In the beginning....

On October 5th while riding in a moving truck, moving my parents from North Carolina to Texas, I believe I received an idea from God. I don't remember exactly what I was doing, except for traveling down Interstate 20 looking at grey pavement that looked very familiar at this point.  We were about half way through a 25 hour drive. As I was helping my parents move across the country, the Lord began to move in me. 

So hear I sit now typing.  God has been working on me for some time to start a blog. My insecurities have gotten the best of me and so it has taken a while for me to get to this moment. In fact, on January 30th, 2013 I asked a friend how to start a blog.  Now, on October 17th, 2013 I actually sit here at my computer full of courage to jump in.  Well really, I'm all nerves and still wondering if I will hit the publish button. You see after typing the title of this post I hit the tab button thinking it would move my curser to the box where I would type my first post and instead it moved to the publish button. It startled me so much to see the publish button highlighted, that I almost stopped right there!  My self talk at that point went something like this, "Okay really! Come on Candy, get over yourself, your insecurities. It's not about you!"  And so I continue typing.

The title of this post came to me very quickly when I sat down. It reminds me that I am looking way beyond myself and leaning on God's plan and wisdom for this journey that I begin with you today.  I thought it good to begin just the way God began in His word, 'in the beginning.'  My prayer is that this journey will be honest, transparent, encouraging, and most of all, bring us all closer to our Lord and Savior.  I wish I could tell you exactly what to expect from this blog. After all, that would mean that I have a well thought out plan and that would make me feel much more equipped and ready for the job.  However, I know God usually doesn't work that way. He gives us the next step, often because that is all we can handle.  So I am stepping out in faith, making my number one priority saying yes to wherever he leads me next.

I will be as forthcoming as possible on this blog.  Many of the prayers and conversations I have in my head, I will now share with you.  The answers, the unanswered, the questions (is that Him talking or me?), all of that. I will tell you what I believe God is revealing to me, what He is asking of me, where He is taking me.  There will be times of strength and times of brokenness but I will share it all.  You will hear about the times I get it right and the times I get it wrong.  All of this will be shared in the hope that it strengthens you for your own journey.  I believe God is teaching me to be vulnerable as He takes me into ministry.  I pray that you are strengthened for your journey, as I share with you my imperfect journey.

So today I share this.  While sitting in that moving truck a couple of weeks ago I was able to see a group of young women gathered together, drawling strength from one another, and preparing for their next steps.  It was beautiful!  The vision felt like it came out of nowhere and yet it was complete and real.  God has given me a vision for an event to encourage young women. I can't be more specific because He hasn't revealed the details yet.  I see such topics as:
  • What  were you created for?
  • The healing process
  • Insecurities
  • Abstinence
  • Preparing to be a Godly wife. 
I have a few ideas for speakers and even musical guests.  Earlier this week I felt a need to read Ruth and the feeling didn't go away.  I obeyed and yesterday read the book of Ruth and now believe the story of Naomi and Ruth will lead me to the outline for the event.  I will let you know what is revealed to me next.  I will share my prayers and questions as well as answers I receive. 

And there you have it. I am going to take one step at a time on this journey I believe God is putting in front of me.  I invite you to join me, sharing your own journey as you want to. I welcome comments about how God is working in your life so that we can drawl strength from one another.  Wow! I feel like I just climbed a mountain, reached the summit, and have begun coasting down the other side.

God you are awesome! Absolutely amazing! I thank you for the journey you have chosen for each of us.  I thank you for the hard times because I know you will carry us through and for the good times because with you they are oh so good.

I look forward to sharing with you again soon! Until then, I encourage you to step out in faith wherever God is calling you. Abraham set a great example for us.

By an act of faith, Abraham said yes to God’s call to travel to an unknown place that would become his home. When he left he had no idea where he was going.  The Message Hebrews 11:8

October 17, 2013